November 24th, 2004


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Oy, serious brain fuzzy-ness today. Stumbling around a lot. Stairs are evil.  I did not manage to get anyone how actually knows anything on the phone.

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At the moment, I feel more like going to bed, or if my head clear up a bit, studying some more, but Wednesday is usually the one evening of the week to socialize. Socialize as in going to the meeting of the Christian Student Union. Unless it is one of Matt's scheme's (he has some Thanksgiving thing planned for tomorrow) , it is usually a quite relaxing evening. Matt's schemes, as I refer to the events he organizes, tend to differ from the initial description. Last weekend, he and a bunch from the group were on a retreat. Probably we are going to hear all about it tonight. Judging by the stories after last years retreat, I don't really want to hear about them hiding in the bushes drinking beer. (I always thought that's what you do in high-shool, at least that's what people did where I went to school).  But still, I need to get out some time. I haven't been there in two weeks.

The whacky moods seem to be improving, they are no longer completely out of control. The random crying fits have gotten rarer the last couple of days. On the downside, physical and mental side effects or adjustment effects. It's very exhausting and I'm not sleeping well. Hopefully, Em is right and a lot of sleep and decent food during the holiday will help.

Eating hasn't worked out that well. I'm distracted and lazy. Now, customs is sitting on the protein bars that I ordered. Customs has never made any difficulties before and now it's been an entire week. Main food sources today: tofu based cream cheese and vegan crackers. The fake cream cheese tastes better than real cream cheese. I know, everyone seem  to be weight conscious these days. Can I still admit that I don't care about the fat content of cream cheese?
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