March 4th, 2005


8 Days

A very exhausting day, but I got quite a lot done compared to most days. As long as I keep focussed on today only, the panic keeps to a tolerable leveL Now that I know exactly what I have to do until the end of the term, my nerves seem to have calmed a bit. I still feel overwhelmed since it is a massive amount of work and it is all due by Monday, but at least I know.
There have been more light flashes and other pretty light effects this week. The vision itself is not scary, the fact that I'm the only one seeing it is the problem. But that is not nothing I will ever mention to the college doctor.

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