December 12th, 2005

LA

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For the first time since I got back from the hospital I'm having a really depressed day. I have hardly beeen sleeping for a couple of nights, headaches have been keeping me up (supposedly they are from the meds).

I'm very restless and quite tempted to reach for the Valium. Unfortunatly the doctor I'm seeing now (I changed recently) is less enthusiastic about prescribing the good stuff. Because I'm this restless I got on a second anti-psychotic which is more sedating than Risperdal. I'm supposed to take some extra when I'm especially restless. I guess I'll just take my pills and take my chances. I still have three episodes of SGA to watch. Maybe I'll be tired enough later to watch them.
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