November 10th, 2006

LA

It's eating me alive

I'm trying to toughen it out with NaNo+Ritalin+withdrawal, but I think I'm cracking up. My skin feels like it is crawling with tiny insects. I'm at 90mg of Topamax as of tonight, had to go down the last 110 quickly as I'm nearly out of pills except for a 60ct bottle of 15mg pills :(

I'm going to take a shower and try to sleep, but the only thing that really helps is waiting it out. I wrote a few random scenes today, but I am too frazzled can't be bothered to upload my novel right now.
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