March 16th, 2008

LA

Down

Somehow, things aren't right anymore. Since Wednesday to be precise. I have no idea what happened, aside from me getting very stressed out, but that's not that unusual. But since then, everything is somehow wrong. I can't sleep, I can't think and nothing seems remotely interesting or worth doing. I think that's called being depressed, but I have been depressed and at least for me that's felt very different. So I have no idea what my mind is up to now.

I'm actually amazed that I got anything at all done the last few days.

And yeah, rl has been a bit of a disappointment too last week. The trip I'd organized as a present for my sister's birthday (she wanted to go to a festival with her best friend) fell through because she doesn't get along with her best friend at the moment. I put quite a bit of time and money into that present. I'm confused about my assignment for this week and I can't seem to get a straight answer from anyone. Does help that it is the weekend :-/