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21 February 2005 @ 01:11 pm
Officially I'm lazy and stupid. Only today, Beth said it was my fault that I had nsuch a hard time with the homework because I didn't go to all of the lectures and that especially I should be going to lectures. In hate it when people think that I don't go to lectures because I'm lazy or just dont want to go. Lately I've had a poor track record because most days I've been panicking at the thought of going anywhere. But I can't explain that to people. Except to Em who has similar issues with going to lectures.

But on the good side of things, I managed to go to lectures today. There was only one, the second was cancelled. I would have had to go to go to the lab anyways to hand in work at the lab anyways. The two assignments are skimpy at best, but that's what I got done over the weekend. I might do some more today and hand it in tomorrow. Yesterday, I had to call it a day when I sat at the desk and couldn't stop crying.

Two tutorials today. Organic chem (on the assignment that I have completely done) from 2.30 to 4 and Inorganic Chem form 4.30 to 5.30. That is going to be so much fun, but in the tutorial I actually learn something, it's just quite exhausting, especially when they are closely spaced. Tomorrow, Organic Chem Problem Class 2.30 to 4 again, on Wednesday Organic Chem exam discussion from 1.00 to 2.30 and Maths from 4.00 to 5.00. I don't think I want to get the organic chem exam back after the previous lack of success in the exams. It didn't go too badly, but there was still quite some stuff that I wasn't too sure about and I didn't do very well in the Inorganic essay questions (lack of detail and missing examples), so I'm worried that I missed a lot on the essay question in that exam as well (I chose mostly essay question in the choice part)

I'll later post about this in joy_in_action, but I figured I need to set some sort of mini-goal(s) for this week.
a) Take the meds on time. I immediatly notice when I don't do this and for example forget the morning meds and take them at lunchtime.
b) Attend all lectures this week. There is no lab time this week and the Kinetics lectures are cancelled for the time being.
c) Do the laundry. Sounds easy, but it's a major task for me.
Current Mood: angryangry
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Illmanillman on February 21st, 2005 10:22 am (UTC)
Thanks. Congrats to the passed exams even though you didn't get the marks you wanted. It'll be better next time around.
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sarapallas on February 21st, 2005 11:23 am (UTC)
:: hugs ::

I understand the lecture fear. Only I have seminar fear, which is far worse, because they take a register, and are fairly important. Also, I sure as hell don't have the workload you do..
Anyway. ::hugs::
Illmanillman on February 21st, 2005 03:14 pm (UTC)
Eek, seminars don't sound good. I guess it's something akin to a tutorial. *hugs*
Evidenceevidenceshows on February 22nd, 2005 01:46 am (UTC)
Okay reading what classes you take blows my mind *G*

I always liked to be working on something (hands on) than listening to a lecture.