Illman (illman) wrote,

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11 Days

In spite having an objectively good day, it ended in the usual manner: crying, shaking and feeling generally overwhelmed and upset. But I'm almost done getting through today and that's all that counts at the moment. Thinking about that helps me to calm down a bit (okay that and some Akineton to ease the shaking).

I'll deal with tomorrow with its packed schedule (two lectures in the morning, the meeting with the tutor during luch break and two 90 min tutorial back to back in the afternoon from 3 - 6) as I go along.

A far less easy issue to approach in a one day at the time fashion are the recent weird light effects that I keep seeing (I guess you call them visual hallucinations, but most people think of more concrete things when using that term). Last Saturday, I saw the weirdest flash of light. Like lightning, but longer and in blue-green. Everthingy lit up in blue-green for a good 30 seconds. The image itself was actually very pretty, but the fact that I was probably the only one seeing that, scares me. Buildings just don't start to glow in blue-green and the nightsky doesn't have a habit of lighting up for half a minute either.

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