Illman (illman) wrote,

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The appt. on Wednesday went all right. The doc reassured me that with the help of meds it's likely to prevent further hallucinations. On the not so good side, I got the Risperdal upped to twice what I used to be taking. Right now, I feel muchly drugged and my mind is so not up to anything. Hating that. But going by experience, most of this will wear off in the next week or so. And I've had a slightly muddled mind on meds all the time. Most of the days I can live with that.

Just in the last week or so, I have been at odds with my little mind, because it's been really making me feel like I'm ill. One day at a time, I guess. It's going to get better with time. It's been my first episode in almost nine months, so I had a good run. It's been a long time coming, with symptoms starting to pile up for the last two months.

In slightly different news, I have been writing, more for myself than for anything else. I have continued several of my fics, but I'm going to hold off on posting those chapters for a bit. i don't think it's a good idea too inflict the writings of my muddled mind on others.

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