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09 June 2005 @ 10:10 pm

The appt. on Wednesday went all right. The doc reassured me that with the help of meds it's likely to prevent further hallucinations. On the not so good side, I got the Risperdal upped to twice what I used to be taking. Right now, I feel muchly drugged and my mind is so not up to anything. Hating that. But going by experience, most of this will wear off in the next week or so. And I've had a slightly muddled mind on meds all the time. Most of the days I can live with that.

Just in the last week or so, I have been at odds with my little mind, because it's been really making me feel like I'm ill. One day at a time, I guess. It's going to get better with time. It's been my first episode in almost nine months, so I had a good run. It's been a long time coming, with symptoms starting to pile up for the last two months.

In slightly different news, I have been writing, more for myself than for anything else. I have continued several of my fics, but I'm going to hold off on posting those chapters for a bit. i don't think it's a good idea too inflict the writings of my muddled mind on others.
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Illman: raindropsillman on June 10th, 2005 12:45 pm (UTC)
Thanks :)
Evidence: jsliverevidenceshows on June 9th, 2005 10:33 pm (UTC)
Good luck dude with it all and congrats for continuing with your writing.
Illman: lemonadeillman on June 10th, 2005 12:44 pm (UTC)
thanks :)
I'm Jack Sparrow's jar of dirt. [Don't touch me!]ninnui on June 10th, 2005 03:13 am (UTC)
feel better soon! it's good your back to the fanfic writing, but take one step at time and don't also take some time for ralxing :)
Illmanillman on June 10th, 2005 12:51 pm (UTC)
Thanks for the well wishes. Still sleeping a lot during the day, so I don't have much of a choice but to relax. On the subject, I think I'll treat myself to a reviewing of the WaT episode that DH was in. I have only seen it once, so it can't hurt to watch it again. Being a dedicated fan, I take it that you have seen it ;)

I still have to unpack the stuff that I ordered from amazon which came today. I sleep too much :/.
I'm Jack Sparrow's jar of dirt. [Don't touch me!]: Chocoholic!ninnui on June 11th, 2005 05:04 am (UTC)
I am a huge fan of DH, but I only watch WaT when I'm home, because my mother loves to watch it... *hangs head in shame* Please don't beat me! I don't even know which season this episode was...

Ordered something special? I currently bought "Falty Towers" (Britcom with John Cleese), thiugh I don't even know it.

but take one step at time and don't also take some time for ralxing

excuse the grammatical errors.. am totally confused. my mind's already ahead thinking about todays demonstration against nazis in Jena..
Illman: gunillman on June 11th, 2005 06:22 am (UTC)
It's all good :) I haven't watched any SGA eps after Defiant One. Still I have all of them on DVD because my brother got me illegal copies of the rental DVDs. You see, I'm not the only one in my family who has too much time ;)

I ordered DVDs from amazon.com. The first season of Tru Calling (seen it here on TV, but dubbed TV makes me cringe), the third season of law and order and the SGA pilot DVD (that mainly for the commentary and since I have encouraged piratry enough with regard to SGA, it couldn't hurt to actually buy a DVD for a change).
I'm Jack Sparrow's jar of dirt. [Don't touch me!]: Elizabeth can kick your ass!ninnui on June 11th, 2005 05:44 am (UTC)
And your new layout is really NIFTY!! *loves*
Illmanillman on June 11th, 2005 06:03 am (UTC)
Thanks. I had downloaded some new textures and played around a bit with photoshop.
I'm Jack Sparrow's jar of dirt. [Don't touch me!]ninnui on June 11th, 2005 10:16 am (UTC)
I'm currently working on a new mood theme for my lj.. even thought about a new layout to go with new mood theme... but don't know how to fit it in.. have to read the instructions... argh to myself for not going into computer class in grammar school where I had the possibility to learn something IMPORTANT .. grrr!!