After long consideration, I opted to open my future consideration to options other than Oxford. I haven't ruled it out yet, it's still my number 1 choice, but I'm considering other options. Someone I know at a college near where I leave asked why I didn't consider studying there (living near home and all). So I read up on their programme and it turn out they have a pretty good Biochemistry and Molceular Medicine Programme. I have an appointment tomorrow to have an informal talk about to programme and have a look around. I just called up, told them what I had done before and said I was interested. Plus, I'm meeting the guy I know. He has a car, which is always good.
But I'm pretty nervous about going there. I haven't been out for anything expect work for months and someone drives me there. I have got to take the bus and the train there. Arghh.