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23 August 2006 @ 07:26 pm
Streamload are having their second try at the upgrade and everything is down once again. Bah.

My doctor and my parents have conspired against me, I'm going on vacation in approx. ten days. NO! I don't do vacation. I just don't. I'm in serious panic at the prospect of a two week vacation. I guess, I'm a pretty pathetic phobic-aspie-freak after all. I haven't been on a vacation since starting with drug therapy around three years ago, so maybe it is time to take one. I just worry it's going to be very difficult to handle so many things in two weeks.
Current Mood: worriedworried
I'm Jack Sparrow's jar of dirt. [Don't touch me!]: Actors | Chris Eccleston - relaxedninnui on August 23rd, 2006 02:38 pm (UTC)
What exactly do you think will happen during your vacation? Holidays are meant to be relaxing - can't you go with relaxing? ^^
Illmanillman on August 24th, 2006 12:05 pm (UTC)
Huh, panic attacks, agoraphobia, depression. I don't trust my mind. Been there done that. But I have to leave my safe zone eventually anyways. I just prefer routines and familiar places.
gledster2000gledster2000 on August 24th, 2006 03:38 am (UTC)
Surely the whole point of vaction is you don't have to handle things? You just lay back, relax and don't worry about things. Remember to take your meds, print off LOADS of fic to read, take your notepad to write new fic then eat and drink lots.

I hope it goes well for you.
Illmanillman on August 24th, 2006 06:23 am (UTC)
Thanks. It probably won't be as bad as I think ;) I'm just afraid of the long drive and the change in location. I kinda feel safe/stable in my familiar environment and I'm hesitant to move away from that routine. But the meds will probably catch the mood-swings and anxiety for the most part, they have been doing a good job in the last few months.