Going to see Dr.S-D tomorrow. I don't want to (as always) and I really want to tell her that I just want to stop trying things. Somehow, I tried that the last time, but I just ended up getting pissed off and we had the same discussions we have been having for two years (which we had avoided for the last few months). I still have to email Dr. F who also thinks I'm in need of his help/therapy. But for a few months now, I've been feed up with it all.
But right now, some sleep sounds like a nice idea. Preferably without the nasty dreams.