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16 March 2008 @ 09:21 am
Somehow, things aren't right anymore. Since Wednesday to be precise. I have no idea what happened, aside from me getting very stressed out, but that's not that unusual. But since then, everything is somehow wrong. I can't sleep, I can't think and nothing seems remotely interesting or worth doing. I think that's called being depressed, but I have been depressed and at least for me that's felt very different. So I have no idea what my mind is up to now.

I'm actually amazed that I got anything at all done the last few days.

And yeah, rl has been a bit of a disappointment too last week. The trip I'd organized as a present for my sister's birthday (she wanted to go to a festival with her best friend) fell through because she doesn't get along with her best friend at the moment. I put quite a bit of time and money into that present. I'm confused about my assignment for this week and I can't seem to get a straight answer from anyone. Does help that it is the weekend :-/
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Current Mood: gloomygloomy
iamrighthereiamrighthere on March 16th, 2008 10:12 am (UTC)
Could be you're bored and, as you say, disappointed. You have every reason to be. It is possible to be [insert negative emotion or two] without having someting clinically wrong with you. Once something nice happens, you might find yourself feeling [insert positive emotion or two] again. Life has its ups and downs. Hope that you are feeling [positive emotion!] soon.
Illmanillman on March 16th, 2008 04:59 pm (UTC)
I guess I'm just paranoid because I know how easily my moods used to spin out of control. I tend to forget that everyone's moods have ups and downs ;-)
iamrighthereiamrighthere on March 17th, 2008 02:26 am (UTC)
You're going to be fine. Even if you do spin out of control at some point, remember that you do come back down again.

Love your new page design, by the way.